Monday, May 26, 2003
I never felt so tired of my job. It's a long weekend and it doesn't even feel like it to me. Because I worked on saturday!! T_T I feel so overworked. I didn't even get to go anywhere for the long weekend. I need a vacation... My boss went away for vacation last weekend and this long weekend. My other co-worker took a very long weekend last time. He took half friday off, and monday off. And I was stuck at the store. I want a vacation too dammit. Even my bf got the chance to go to E3. It actually made me feel a little depressed. I made myself feel a little better by shopping. heheh >:D
On the brighter side, I got a new digital camera! It's the Pentax Optio S. I got it mainly because it's so small so I can carry it everywhere I go. Yay. Now if only I can get that Nokia cameraphone.... >:)
So I went shopping last weekend with my bf's ex-gf. It was fun. I haven't shopped with another girl for a long time and it's a nice change from going shopping with my bf and looking at him looking bored to death. On the way back, we were talking about a lot of things. I asked her why she broke up with my bf. I don't know if you guys want to read about this, but in short, from what she told me, my bf hasn't changed from the person he was before. The thing that bugs me though, is that I know my bf loved her a lot. She even told me that they had planned to get married O_o;; And I'm just not sure if he can love me as much as he loved her, or if he still loves her. There I go again with my insecurities.. bleh. It'd be nice if he could get a job now and think about the future. Then, I'll probably know if he want to keep me around or not.
ari 10:21 PM
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