Sunday, February 09, 2003
I'm having doubts about my bf again. I keep questioning him in my head if he really loves me. Because it just seems like he doesn't find me attractive. I never thought of myself as beautiful, but I'm not bad looking either. Some guys even thought I'm cute. But my own bf doesn't seem to think that way. After a while, I noticed that he thinks dark skinned girls with nice bodies are really attractive. I'm the total opposite of what he thinks is pretty. I have to admit of being a hypocrite though. When we first started going out, I told him I don't like to be complimented by people/guys I hardly know. But now that he's my bf, sometimes I just need assurence that he's still attracted to me. He never makes me feel attractive.
I guess, if it's not my looks, it's prolly my personality, right? Wrong. I told him I used to be obsessed with some final fantasy games (6 & 7), and he thinks THAT'S attractive -_-;;;; He likes me because I play video games since there aren't that many girl/women gamers. Hmph.
ari 11:59 AM
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